Solo Single Mama

A few months ago, I wrote something raw. I was in a painful place that day, and I released it all onto this site and let it go. You may remember this line:

"My new mom, she pretended my heart was whole. Then abandoned when she realized it was not, taking what was left of my heart."

Well, this new mom - the one who adopted me when I was 14 but deserted me 9 years later because I made life decisions she didn't agree with.

Well, she is back. She has cancer, at least that's what she says. I know I should instantly agree, but there is a story behind my hesitation.

In the end, I'm completely drained. It couldn't have come at a worse time - chaos is the word of the month. I don't know what to think and especially don't know what to do or how to feel.

In the end, we will visit in a few weeks.

Just ride this train until it stops, again.